Never endings

I don't know whether it's wrong or right to reject. I've waited so long for this day to come and it actually happened. I felt lucky, but then I started having second thoughts. What if things doesn't go as what as I planned in mind? It's not like I'm not trusting the particular someone but I wish these little negative thoughts of mine could be gone soon.now.this instant. whatever.

Do you think teasing on someone is fun? Someone around the world could be killing themselves because people laughed and teased on them. You all think it isn't a big deal, after all it was only a joke. But it have been bugging me for the past few days. If this continue the whole entire year I could just ship myself to Mars. I don't find it funny when you exposed someone's admirer. You are not even being loyal to your friend. He depended so much on you but you threw bombs on him. You annoying piece of shit -___-

Chinese new year is OVER I am so not glad and I am going to die in tomorrow's monthly test. But still happy birthday dad :) I know you wouldn't come to stop by here but, yeeeeeah.