April 24, 2011

Not a good day.


Sigh. :(
Merentas desa : a girl fell down less than 2 minutes after the marathon started because some form4 bitch pushed her down to the road causing her to bleed and discard herself from the race.
I wonder how long my scars' gonna heal. Maybe 3 months.. maybe even half a year. Whenever I walk I feel uber pain inside my leg. It keeps pulling me back whenever I go forward. How long am I not going to wear long clothings when I go out? I have zero confidence in showing my leg to the public anymore. I might as well wear baju kurung for the rest of the days in school (?? is this even possible) Everyone will be disgusted by my leg even  close friends. When I rest on the bench and few friends saw my injuries they just throw me that disgusted look and that "0MGZ WHAT HUPPUNED" face. Well obviously I fell down :l When I saw their face I feel extreme heat on my face because I feel embarrassed. I think these 4 scars are enough to ruin my mood for the week after that, and so on.... till the day it recovers..

St john exam today can be described in on word : tiring.
Tired of senior who think they are the know-it-alls. Tired of examiners playing on the students and caused some of them to burst out after that because of pressure. Cant they just give her another chance? She really focused and put her heart into it maybe its because she has no confident like me..(LOL I was stunt when I start the Choking exam -__-  So i had to re-do.Yiklurn was teasing around saying I would fail and shits. But I didnt, so HA IN YOUR FACE. ) Glad that she had the chance to do choking next week. I hope she can pass :) Hwaiting  (lol hi korean phrase)

and so fater the exam I came home and placed my butt on the comp till now. I had my stomach empty for more than 9 hours. Ordered MCD for lunch T_T Im increasing my fatness.

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