Note to self.
Not all friends will be there when you need them. I just have to bear with the fact that , no one actually sacrifices them selves for their closest one. I still love all of them though, I'm not letting one little matter ruin our friendships.
I can just say, this is the worst day of my whole entire life.This is the first time feeling ditched by my closest friends. & I'm still not judging and hating you all for the inciddent.Thanks a lot to my feelings,I'm stupid and I'm still with all of you. Blame my love for you all. You only know how to get closer to me when you need help. "Joyce, can you help..." "joyce! help me with this" "umm..please la Joyce." Im so fucking tired. Why can't I just be their friends for real feelings instead of being used? I'm not saying everyone is using me, just some. Please don't make thing grow bigger by believing I'm talking about you. People will know who are they clearly.
I can just say, this is the worst day of my whole entire life.This is the first time feeling ditched by my closest friends. & I'm still not judging and hating you all for the inciddent.Thanks a lot to my feelings,I'm stupid and I'm still with all of you. Blame my love for you all. You only know how to get closer to me when you need help. "Joyce, can you help..." "joyce! help me with this" "umm..please la Joyce." Im so fucking tired. Why can't I just be their friends for real feelings instead of being used? I'm not saying everyone is using me, just some. Please don't make thing grow bigger by believing I'm talking about you. People will know who are they clearly.
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