I'm insecure and hurt

I dont trust ANYONE even my closest friends. Sometimes I feel stupid for being this way. As days fade along I realised I'm not even sociable. I don't have many friends. When I was young, all of my classmates in kindergarten are my friends. Lol I just feel like having my own comfort zone, because I always think that new friends are sometimes traps, so I'm always afraid to make new friends and only socialize with my current friends. I know only interacting with few friends isn't right. It's like you treat everyone else like they don't exist. I only talk to people when I need their help. Ok I'me ending things here for now because I'm totally uncomfortable. 2011 isn't a good start for me. I think it's time to know who my real friends are.

Teachers are such bustards omg they make our seats like, boy girl boy girl. Thanks for helping out to "respect the opposite gender" and "interacting more with them" (which of course need not their help in the first place teh excooz me). Seating like that doesn't really help anything. We students know who's the best for ourselves ;) School today was ok compared to last week urgggh thanks for frineds that cheered my day! Combo and milk playing yoyo for the win! :) Now time to finish my Maths sajdjsfjkldgkldf.
Edit: I find myself inlove with T-ara's songs. I think it's much more better than snsd. Snsd did lots of promotions, but only a few of them could actually sing others are only decorations lol. T-ara is awesome!